may the right person find this!!!

There are feelings which are a little more than friendship, but they don't convert into love; it's a friendship with a little extra topping of attached emotions! A little outburst from my side has distorted this topping a little bit...it's a small effort from my side to set it right.

He was the only thing on my conscious mind, since a few days. His features, so perfect, his eyes translucent like ice-tea but having the warmth of the evening sun, his manners; refined & smooth like old wine, his easy flow of confidence like care-free wind...all too good to be true..all packed in a golden wrapper of humbleness.

We were in the same college, but never really knew of each other's existence...until one day, we gave a passing glance to each other. That momentary interaction was enough for us to register each other. We started talking with the usaul hi-halo stuff & found that we shared similar tastes n even the same birthday. Our talks extended to daily chats/msgs. We had started to know each other in a short span of time. One day I overheard him talking to his friend about me & did not really like what I heard. I wanted to question him about it, but from that day he seemed to avoid me, not talk to me as we always did.

Exams were approaching & I got busy preparing and thought of solving the issue later. Soon it was the last day of exam & of college as well. I knew I could never see him again, the pain of parting was too much to bear. I was resolved to know what was the reason that he was keeping this distance from me without any reason! I was angry with him & in that minset, I said many things to him which I never should have. When I learnt the reason for his changed behaviour, I felt guilty...I regretted each bitter word which I had fired at him! I want to apologise, honeslty.

I know I have made a mistake and I only want one chance to improvise...to make things the way they were before! I do not know when he would read this. I do not know if he would ever read this. But I only hope it's not too late by the time he reads it!